im emo again.
is been awhile i didnt come here and blog. well, there's too many things happen in my life. honestly. im not happy with what i have now. previous, i am happy with what i have. but then, because there's someone else i can depend on. althou' he is my friend only. not bf. but at least he is there for me. now, no matter how, when, where, what, he also wont be there for me ad. why?! because, he said his phone got problem. his house dont have connection. well do you seriously think so?! if that so. too bad lo. we can be friends only. as in worst than hi-bye friend. we will lost contact and forget each other. my mom said that he dont want me because im fat. seriously, this really make my heart break into million pieces. what you want me to do? diet?! you know i hate exercise! i love food!!! what you want me to do?! i wish what i think is not happening as in he found another girl and forgot about me. aiks. hopefully............
is been awhile i didnt come here and blog. well, there's too many things happen in my life. honestly. im not happy with what i have now. previous, i am happy with what i have. but then, because there's someone else i can depend on. althou' he is my friend only. not bf. but at least he is there for me. now, no matter how, when, where, what, he also wont be there for me ad. why?! because, he said his phone got problem. his house dont have connection. well do you seriously think so?! if that so. too bad lo. we can be friends only. as in worst than hi-bye friend. we will lost contact and forget each other. my mom said that he dont want me because im fat. seriously, this really make my heart break into million pieces. what you want me to do? diet?! you know i hate exercise! i love food!!! what you want me to do?! i wish what i think is not happening as in he found another girl and forgot about me. aiks. hopefully............
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